I am so very tired, and I don't know why. My legs are especially tired. They feel like they can't hold me up, let alone carry me someplace. (Actually, they're working fine - they just FEEL tired.) Arms, too. And an ache at the back of my neck that promises a headache if I'm not careful.
Maybe I didn't get enough sleep last night. I actually went to bed at a reasonable time, about 11:30, and woke at 10 am with the pencil in my hair, evidence that I fell asleep right off while working the crossword puzzle. That's at least 10 hours' sleep, which should be enough.
I think maybe it was dreams. I always dream a lot anyway. Occasionally I have erotic dreams (those are especially hard to wake up from, and leave me tired), and until this morning's, all those dreams have involved Jay.
Now, before I go any further, I have to admit that I have strange taste in men. Like, I find Gene Wilder and Morgan Freeman sexy. The friend in Washington that I had a crush on was nicknamed "The Ugliest Man in the World". I find intelligence, sweetness, strength of character, and humor attractive, no "bad boys" for me. You'll recall that I highly recommend nerds. (There are also a lot of pretty guys I like to look at, but I don't particularly want to touch them - they're just a nice view.)
Never, ever, in a million years, have I thought of Bill Gates in either way! Neither to look at nor to snuggle with. Not even thought about thinking about. Not on the horizon. Super-nerd, yes, but even a nerd needs other attributes....
But - he was the subject of a very interesting dream this morning. Good enough that I hit the snooze button on the alarm clock six times before I gave up and got up.
Maybe it was a message from Jay. If he went out to find me someone, that's exactly what he'd drag home.
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