I didn't sleep at all last night. I went to bed at about midnight, and worked on some crosswords and some logic puzzles, and then tried to go to sleep, but my mind was spinning. Read a book. More crosswords. Tried sleep again. No good. I finally fell asleep at 9 am, and was awakened by a phone call at 1 pm.
I hate rain. It has been raining since last Friday, and the forecast for the next three days says more rain. Rain makes me sad. When it rains is when I need most to be held.
The windshield wiper on the van broke again, and I can't use the wipers until I get it fixed or I'll scratch up the windshield, and so I can't go anywhere to get it fixed until it stops raining. Unless I drive with the broken one sticking up in the air and hope it doesn't flop back down. If it's still raining tomorrow, I'll have to do that, because I have to drive to New Jersey on Friday, and there are things I have to do before I leave.
Sigh.
Sometimes I just want to cry. Last night when I couldn't sleep I twice tried crying, thinking maybe if I got all my frustrations out I could sleep, but it didn't do any good. I couldn't even get a good cry going. There's too much anger in there to cry. I really want to go out there and kick some ass.
Ok, for some reason that worked. Now I'm crying.
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